It’s writing exercise time, again! This time the task was to use the prompt We spend our lives not seeing what we saw to draft three micro pieces – some poetry, some fiction, and a personal response. As always, I did these under time pressure and with the understanding that exercise of any kind isn’t meant to be pretty, it’s there to get the blood pumping and the creative juices flowing. So, yes, the writing here isn’t great, but if you read all the way down to the personal response, you’ll see that maybe I’m not caring quite as much as I once did. 🙂
I’m always on the look our for different writing exercises, so if you’ve got a favourite warm-up that you use, please share with me in the comments.
Our other story I close my eyes to banish the vision exorcise the demons they hold fast to my being infiltrating my thoughts my dreams my waking moments I long to go back to erase those seconds from my life from my history from my world what might my life had been had I not been there at that precise moment how would I exist without those shadows? would I realise my freedom? would I cherish it? would I be shackled by something else instead? we cannot know our other story of what might have been of how things may have gone we must live this one life this one story.
Breanne breathed deeply, her heart hammering her ribs. She was convinced it would burst through her chest in some Alien-esque manoeuvre if she couldn’t slow it down. She was back in the spot where it happened. She hadn’t meant to come here. She’d been out for a job and let her mind wander as she pounded step after step. And then somehow, here she was. Back after all this time.
It had been three years’ but the images were still so vivid. Vibrant in their colour, their sound. The detail crisp and clear. Every movement framed as though captured to be savoured at a later date. But she didn’t savour the memories – they repulsed her, filtrated her being.
One of the liberating things about getting older is that you no longer pretend. Instead, you accept yourself for who you are and, more importantly, who you aren’t.
You see your true self. You become so comfortable with you that you just want to shout it from the rooftops (okay, maybe not that, especially if you are afraid of heights like I am, but you get what I’m saying).
One of the things I am realising as I age is that I’ve never been particularly great at anything. Sufficiently skilled? Yes. Better than average? Yes, sometimes. Good enough to get by? By and large, yes. But I have never reached expert status. Never have I been a guru or a sage.
This can be a tough thing to accept about yourself – this idea that you are not that clever or that smart or that skilled. That you are just you. But that being ‘just you’ is actually okay.
So, I say to older age, bring it on! Bring to me your wisdom, your freedom, all of your liberties. I am ready. I am willing. I am able (well, able enough… ish…).